Nakakapagod nang maging mahirap. Nakakainggit yung mga taong tipong uupo lang, hihiling tas andyan na lahat agad. 

My life is so pathetic. I need motivation. 

Kung di ba naman ako minamalas, tumaas ang dolyar at bumaba ang piso.

Ayos lang sana kung rumaraket pa ako at kumikita pa ako ng dolyar. Pero hindi eh. Pinutol ng kliyente ko yung kontrata dahil sa samutsaring kamalasang nangyari over the past month.

Tas kailangan kong magpapalit ng piso para sa $50 bukas. Punyeta. Sana mag P41=$1 kahit pang-one time bukas.

Pera. Ang hirap kumita ng pera. 

Instead of kissing you last night, I chose my dignity and pushed you away. Matino ako pag lasing. But now that I’m broken and sober, I totally regret having to lose my own battle. Puta. Puta. Puta. 

Hindi ako affected. LOL ka. Puta. 

I’m going back to bed, my lucid dreams love me. They know where to go. 

My microsleeps for this day were filled with flashbacks of you.

Hindi ako affected. LOL ka. Puta.

Putangina stop assuming that I don’t have a job. I need a life, not a job. Who knows, mas dako pa ko sweldo sa inyo, dili lang jud ko showoff.

The fact that I suck at life does not mean that I’m not competent enough to do a certain job. I’m good and you know it. 

Fuck you, so-called friend. Fuck you very much.

Fuck you for giving me away. Setting me up with your friend, giving him my number. Go to hell. 

If you want me out of your life, you should have just told me. 

I’d rather be alone forever than not have you. 

Fuck you.